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Entitled, yhghdffhhkj, what exactly are you trying to mean baibe?

Have you forgoten that i dont speak explicit language? Nor read it?

Do i have to talk for you to hear me out? Cant you feel me any more?

All you have to do is pay a little more attention and there i go. I always reply your emails!

Do i have to break my feelings down into tiny particles and convert them into words?

Simply because you awareness has been overun by you new massive ego, that i hate?

Is that what matters to you these days? That i tell the whole world by word so you feel good?

Would you rather i hang on you tail all over, hanging on your every word so you dont say i am avoiding you?

Trust me, times have changed, and so have you my dearest. Matter of fact, too much for my taste.

Wake up and smell the coffee! I will always be there. I’m not going anywhere. wacha pupa.

Will you now stop talking a lot before you piss me off and take some charge black African man?

Before i sign out, here is some advice. You follow it very keenly and i’ll stop calling you stupid.

Never freak out thinking am leaving-coz u do crazy things when u panic-crazy things u regret.

I speak of me, i speak of you

Connecting the weakest to the strongest

Heaven sent, nothing, no one able to put assuder

made by God Himself, immortal, can never die

Normally, composed of good and yet so bad

We cry we laugh, we love we loathe, sow and harvest

Life. Its the simple laws of life baibe

We can hide but never escape all dem processes

Processes to better u&me

Lyrics

Mime’amakim kar’ati elaich boi elai
beshuvech yach’zor shuv ha’or be’einai
lo gamur,
lo ozev t’aamaga beyadaich
sheyavo veya’ir lemish’ma
kol tz’chokech.

Mime’amakim kar’ati elaich boi elai
mul yare’ach me’ir et darkech shuv elai
nifrasu venamsu mul
maga shel yadaich
be’oznaich lochesh sho’el:
Mi zeh kore lach halailah – hakshivi
mi shar bakol elaich – el chalonech
mi sam nafsho shetehi me’usheret
mi yasim yad veyivneh et beitech.
Mi yiten chayav, yasimam mitachtaich
mi ka’afar leraglaich yichyeh
mi yohavech od mikol ohavaich
mi mikol ru’ach ra’ah yatzilech
mime’amakim.

Mime’amakim kar’ati elaich boi elai
mul yare’ach me’ir et darkech shuv elai
nifrasu venam’su mul
maga shel yadaich
be’oznaich lochesh sho’el:
Mi zeh kore lach halailah …

Translation

From deep depths I called to you to come to me
with your return the light in my eyes will come back
it’s not finished,
I am not leaving the touch of your hands
that it may come and light up/wake upon
hearing the sound of your laugh.

From deep depths I called to you to come to me
the moonlight I will again light your way to me
they’re spread out and melted again
the touch of your hands
I whisper, ask in your ears:
Who is it that calls to you tonight – listen
who sings loudly to you – to your window
who put his soul so you’d be happy
who will put his hand and build you your home
who will give his life, put it underneath you
who will be like dust living at your feet
who will love you of all your lovers
who will save you from all evil spirits
from the deep depths.

From deep depths I called to you to come to me
the moonlight I will again light your way to me
they’re spread out and melted again
the touch of your hands
I whisper, ask in your ears:
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Am writing about s.p coz s.p was real. So real that you could touch

Matter of fact, I was the last to know yet so all practically a part of

On genesism if I may, Knew last but loved most-funny ah? You bet.

As hard, as stealthly as came into being is it will it be to not so be

Never counted to appear, never counted to dissappear either. All coincident.

Never fore seen to ever leave alone to be. On a personal, I would loath it

The mere thought gave me no thrill. Who was I to fate? Damn fate

Now that the smoke is clear? What did the fire catch? From where did

I’ld better stop asking coz no one other than I is in a position to answer me.

As if the answer matters at all. I ask or not, get answer answers right or wrong

Oh sweet blah. In memoir of blah, blah, blah at the moment. But then?

I went crazy miles I made out nosense out of. Jesus! That wasn’t me!

What was I thinking? Defenetly not a cult, addiction or convinience.

Am telling you s.p was real. You still don’t believe me. I understand though

I sent wrong messages, lied and misled you. Fun ah? Evil ah?

Gives me a peace of mine while you sleep. Just like my dearest s.p

Trust me, I would give heaven and earth to bring s.p back to life. Just s.p

Maybe am a conservertive maybe not. All I know is all I wanna do is

Live in the past hold on to late s.p as long as I can still hold on to my glip

After s.p, in my heart lies a gap that no living or none living will ever fill

Nothing can replace s.p coz nothing can be s.p. Stop thinking am naive

Yes, s.p is dead but so what? S.p still lives in me. If i could, i would.

Only that i cant put on inside out for you all to see and shut your busy toungues’

God forgive me if i was the cause of the death. Please forgive me s.p. I never meant to

Will you ever stop saying that it all my strategy in hell? Not that i think you think that

I will pen off coz am crying and when i cry so hard, you know that i complain so much

It was not your fault and i hope not mine either. It all happened too fast. I just couldnt

Stop crying now and listen, i couldnt save you coz i dint want to. Time was up long ago

You had your chance of life and blew it shattering me into tiny particles caught up in it

For the tattoo, foot print left in my heart, i solemnly  pledge my loyalty to s.p.  

Never to be but always will.

Bye s.p.

Dint I, I wouldn’t be shocked to this extent. Men!

Have you ever been this sure about someone something

So much that you were sure? Then This all proved opposite?

I know am hitting the nail on the head and I also don’t like it

I dint like this particular nail either. Trust me. I had no plan

You should know that by now. I was sure. Damn sure

I am stupidier than I thought. O.k not that stupid defenetly.

I tripped, fell but softly landed. Coz am stupid but not foolish

Not putting blame on any other head? Where did I go wrong?

From the very first beginning. I should have seen it coming

I wasn’t blind. I couldn’t see either. I looked but never saw

I was so full of empty spaces. Pilling all the way to the tip of my hair

I really want to defend myself but wouldn’t that be cheating?

Not as much as I want to scream for help! Help! Justice!

Someone hear me out am the victim here. By that I stoop too low.

A deadly stab on my back? Too broke hearted to afford to

One thing you don’t get is that I was this close! This close!

Thank you God. Its never too late

Answer me now before i………before I do what?

All in all, just do it my heart needs…….always needs

You must understand because you were there. Apart from me

Maybe I don’t need you answer as much as I want it

You see, I don’t like this idea of you on my heel I in your

You get me in your shit and be in what I could handle on my own

Am not complaining. Just doubting what role you play me

Waiting for me to drop? Better yet, you could. You must be it!

Now that am stuck with you, literally, coperate. Our little sectret.

Still on that, might you be the one to say it all? After all you have…..

Exactly. I cant blame you for doing your job.

I go down you go with me. Cant you see that? I go down you jump off

When it hurts most joy melts heart of what you melt and feel what?

Am kind of jealous am glad to be me not you

You still ask why. I bear it all but you suck I don’t like you

All me isnt possible not to be selfish vice but important

You see, you just don’t get it. Do you?

Vocalised, analysed, understood not and quit

Actually, quit not but just went under bus.

Judge me not! Was never heard speculate but

Asked not sure now feel ish ish damn!

How well wont it work at a particular same setting

Not just a change of mind but a change of heart

Oh how I wish I knew knew not I would

Don’t think about it sooo much you know

Perhaps am kidding playing you or not

This game this game concludes more than I would ever accept

Truth be told no way! Am a go get ofcourse

Why should I what for for good so what then

Chopping hard falling not as hard as long

Digging could it be raking whatever and ripping……….